I realised that i started so many things that I'm unable to follow up on. It's actually quite bad no? sigh.. i just hope i will be more organised next year.. Not much hope because i don't have an organised DNA.. But at least i must re-think all my ideas and plans.. then maybe things will be much better...
Of course I will be much happier than you. I have love and the ability to love. While you let all the bitterness shield you from love, from me wanting to love you just as you are and hoping that you will be happy. Since you choose bitterness over Love, i would just have to figure out what's best for me. yes. don't worry. i'm really not like the other girls in your life. They take you too seriously. that's their fault, they do not know you, they pretend to know you just because as you put it, they exchange body fluids with you. But what they don't realise is that the more physical a relationship you have with them, they are worth less in your mind. So i'm glad i don't fall into that category. It is true, the girls in your life are plain silly. even I have to admit I am too to a certain extent. But at least i know when to cut the line. Yes it's not immediate, the hurt is there, but at least i don't have to go on putting up with the same thing. or let it affect me that much anymore.
The guard is up.
Again.
But I will learn to love again, no bars hold.
One day.
Soon.
