i have lost interest in writing.

Niz questioned my career choice.. i have to admit i'm beginning to think that i have. but well.. i have to stick it out.. and unless sometime in the next 3-5 years, i actually settle down, get married and start having children and fulfil my ambition of being a housewife (who doesn't do the cleaning), i think i will just continue teaching... we'll see...

My emotional side recently has not been the best. the sunday before school reopened, i actually went back to church. good choice. I went back again today. and the sermon was on emotional healing. gee. i love the subtle messages. :) but it was good.

there are really a lot of things i need to let go of. I have lost so much of myself this past months..some thorns really need to be removed from my life and my heart... And move on. got to do that soon...

i'm semi-deaf.