I miss you. I really do. Thinking of you brings tears to my eyes. The other day, when i saw a pregnant woman, I imagine having your child. Man. That was a powerful moment. I cried. For the beauty of it. For the uncertainty that lies ahead. For sheer indulgence. And because I can. Much as I want to harden my heart and not think about you, and me and us, I can't. Somethings in life isn't so easy. We wish it is but well no such luck.

But at the same time, I know i have to let you go and do what you want to do, what you feel you need to do, what you need to do. All I can do is pray that one day, someday, our paths will cross again. We have not left each other's life, just that our lives have becomes separated and functioning parallel to each other. Maybe one day, our lives will become intertwined again, hopefully in a meaningful and lasting manner. Hopefully by then, we will not let our inferiority complex affect us and we will open our hearts to the different possibilities and diethie