I hope I will remember to smile every time I come round here...
♥ DancingSheep
three cheers for me.
If this is about me, I really shouldn't be writing it. Because I don't know me.
9:08 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
I had a dream last week. Bitter sweet perhaps.. maybe it's like what I wanted materialising into my dream. It's like "a dream come true." ha! corny! In the dream, I met A. And we had a good time... we even made out. Everything seems perfect. Then I was having dinner with him and two female companions. I don't know what got into my female companions.. they decide to tell him all the heartaches that i have gone through. As he listened, I teared, thinking "why can't I just finish dinner?" He came over and put arms ard me and said "I never knew." After that, maybe it's another place.. I remembered there was rain and I was trying to get a cab or something.. Somehow, somewhat.. he appeared with his family and introduced me to them. There was the disinterested father.. mother was ok.. i don't really remember he mentioned a sister but there was a sister kind of figure there.. so i don't know...
Now the funny part is the reaction of Ais and Vic. I told them about the dream. I must admit, I was happy. Maybe I needed to be reminded of the possibility. Or maybe not. Ais' reaction was "It's kinda sad." I brought up whether I should email him and tell him the truth, about the tears and such... She said "Or you can give us his number and we'll tell him the truth like in the dream." I told Vic the dream and Ais' reaction, she said "yeah... maybe you should give me his number too then we can become the two female companions..." I was vaguely amused. Yet at the same time, I don't really know what to feel either. So there.. we'll see perhaps...
