I hope I will remember to smile every time I come round here...
♥ DancingSheep
three cheers for me.
If this is about me, I really shouldn't be writing it. Because I don't know me.
9:57 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Went out with J last evening. All I could say was sigh... it was fun in a warped sense of the word. And of course new experience. Never had to stake out lying boyfriends before so yesterday was our first experience. Patience is definitely needed. She wanted me to stay the night at her apartment... but I'm very hesistant because well, I don't like to stay over at people's place. My mum taught us well plus i was very grimy, so i came back home at ard 2am.
As I was walking out of her beautiful apartment, (I really liked the place) I was thinking to myself, I don't mind living like her (who would?!) but I don't want the "afraid to be lonely" part. I want to have companion(s) because well, it's nice. But I don't want it to become too emotional. Of course, the line must be drawn nicely. Like I won't mind someone like Q who could keep me company once in a while, then maybe someone else would fill in the gaps. It's all very open, just as long as I don't get any disease from them. That's if I'm single. If I do get married, and if my hubby is not always away, then I would still like companions but those are strictly no-strings attached. Actually all of them would be no-strings attached. If I'm married, the only string would be to my hubby, that's it. But I do believe that sometimes there is a need to let off steam somewhere. Doesn't always have to be physical but a person to go to when you need to talk about things. Of course, the ideal is to be able to talk to my hubby about everything right? oh well...
