I can't believe I told a 16 year old about my relationship with A. And at the point I told her about the story he told me and how I was so depressed that I contemplated killing myself, she just said it's a love debt. I was amused. Then as I told her about other stuff right up to present status, she said I should look for him and she believed as I do that we will end up together. When asked why she thinks so, she just said that it's a feeling. It is quite cute actually... So yea I do not know why I told her that but I think It's gotta do with the fact that it was around this period of time when we had our last fight, the stupid story, me going to bkk and he going to shanghai. But it's a good conversation. And from a 16 year old, I do wonder if it's age that gives her the optimism and faith to believe in fairy tale endings.

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Looking back at my whole year, I had my happy moments but often tainted with backlash from my own actions. Maybe this is what I need to go through to become a better person in the coming year. Let's hope that's the case.

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Feeling bored. Ran into marg and noe just now as I was crossing the road. My suspicion is confirmed-my ex-colleagues would not believe the difference in me. They pointed out the sad part and me and marg had a long talk. It's a little disconcerting yet expected. Everyone asking me what was the essential reason why I was not confirmed this time. I don't know and I'm supposed to not know.sigh... Hopefully I'd be ok this time round

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I met a crazy little girl on the bus just now. She doesn't speak. She screams. Gosh. Thank God there's something called "can play songs" and God bless the one who invented earphones, more kudos to the person who reinforced them with near sound-proof capabilities.

I do not want to imagine what kind of a girl she's going to grow up to become...

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Today is the day that my sis gets her degree I'm very proud of her. I don't say it often but ya I am proud. I told my classes about it so it's cool.

Well done sis!!

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about a year ago, i had the first thoughts of something negative which i never thought i would think of... a year later, i have the same thoughts again. it's not too good.

iPHONE!!! me got!! yay!!!! 16gb of pure white beauty. Functionality and beauty combined. And the ease of use when typing in sms.. takes some getting use to but i can type with two fingers already.. so it's cool.. i'm now charging the phone using my laptop.. and syncing it to my ipod.. so later i will be able to use my iPhone as my iPod.. so cool la can~

Yes. The iPhone Mania has hit the shores of Singapore.. Or more accurately, hit the metal door frame of this family.. or even more precisely, hit the head of this girl. Man.. i am sitting not 100m from the hello! shop in amk hub... and i keep looking over to make sure that the shop's not open yet.. i'm not expecting such a big crowd as the one on friday.. so hopefully i would be able to get the phone without much trouble. but there is this sort of queue outside the shop made up of old people.. i was telling my sister about it and she said maybe people pay them to queue for them.. highly possible~!

So yes! i'm happy! i hope i would get the phone today~~
so exciting!!

I'm experiencing a different kind of bliss. The almost-normal routines that a couple might go through.. grocery shopping together, cooking together, eating together and of course the sex. Not to mention the cuddling through the night and stuff. It's regularity.. but of course, it's not mine to hold for long. But I'm wondering just as I speak of cycles and routines that people go through, I'm going through my own cycle of abundant sex that abandons inhibitions and reason. It's not right, I shouldn't be relishing this bliss because well.. the other party, like I said, is not mine to keep. But at the same time, I go into this thing knowing full well that's the case.

It does set me thinking. One minute ago, he was on the phone with his other half and the next he's fucking me. It's kinda sad on some levels. I don't know. I always believe that wives have six sense.. it's just whether they decide to act upon it or not.

But I can do discreet. It's what I do best really. I mean i'm not about to go out to the streets and let everyone know... So yeah.. As long as my needs area met.. and the other party is not feeling guilt, I honestly don't care.