I hope I will remember to smile every time I come round here...
♥ DancingSheep
three cheers for me.
If this is about me, I really shouldn't be writing it. Because I don't know me.
10:34 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
I'm experiencing a different kind of bliss. The almost-normal routines that a couple might go through.. grocery shopping together, cooking together, eating together and of course the sex. Not to mention the cuddling through the night and stuff. It's regularity.. but of course, it's not mine to hold for long. But I'm wondering just as I speak of cycles and routines that people go through, I'm going through my own cycle of abundant sex that abandons inhibitions and reason. It's not right, I shouldn't be relishing this bliss because well.. the other party, like I said, is not mine to keep. But at the same time, I go into this thing knowing full well that's the case.
It does set me thinking. One minute ago, he was on the phone with his other half and the next he's fucking me. It's kinda sad on some levels. I don't know. I always believe that wives have six sense.. it's just whether they decide to act upon it or not.
But I can do discreet. It's what I do best really. I mean i'm not about to go out to the streets and let everyone know... So yeah.. As long as my needs area met.. and the other party is not feeling guilt, I honestly don't care.
